by Beatrice Jean-Baptiste
I will ask God, my rock, “Why have you forgotten me? Why do I go mourning because of the oppression of the enemy?” As with a sword in my bones, my adversaries reproach me, while they continually ask me, “Where is your God?” Why are you in despair, my soul? Why are you disturbed within me? Hope in God! For I shall still praise him, the saving help of my countenance, and my God.
Have you ever cried in the shower because you didn’t want anyone to see it? Or stayed up late when everyone was asleep and sobbed from the depths of your soul?
I have.
There was a season in my life when I cried almost every day. I felt so alone and abandoned. I honestly felt like God didn’t care.
Did you catch that? There was a lie festering in my mind: a lie that God didn’t care.
Life can be brutal sometimes, and often, in our weakest moments, the devil likes to whisper lies about God’s nature and our circumstances. He likes to make us believe that our pain goes unnoticed by God.
In reality, God does care and He notices your pain. He sees your tears.
The Bible is clear. God loves and saves you, even when you are in the depths of despair.
1 Peter 5:7 tells us to cast all of our worries on Him because He cares deeply for us. Our tears don’t go unnoticed.
Psalm 56:8 tells us that God holds our tears in a bottle. This text gives us a glimpse into God’s heart for us. He is touched by anything that causes His children pain.
In moments of despair, we are not abandoned. In fact, in those moments, God’s hands are outstretched in love, waiting to embrace you.
How can I show God’s love to someone in despair today? How can I find comfort in God when I am battling my own demons of despair?
Precious Lord, Thank You for caring for me and saving me even in my moments of despair. In Jesus’ name, I pray, Amen.