by Margaret Michel
The LORD is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit.
Graduation day had finally arrived.
It should have been one of the most joyous days of my life. Moreover, I had secured the four-year scholarship I had sacrificed for. I was on top of the world — or so I thought. I had no idea that my world was about to collapse, leading me to a freefall!
My father was dead.
I was his little girl. I strove to make him proud. Now, the week of my pinnacle achievement was the week of his demise. How could it be? He was too young… barely 40 years old. I was shocked, devastated, and angry. I felt alone and vulnerable.
Searching for the protection I thought I had lost drove me into a series of events that escorted me to a more real relationship with Jesus than I had yet experienced or even imagined possible.
It was during that difficult season in my life that I learned to have Him as a personal Friend and trusted Counselor. He became “real” to me because of the very real nature of the storms of life that we went on to weather together.
Whereas I had only focused on a relationship with my Dad in this life, God was securing the possibility of endless, unbroken joy-filled fellowship forever together!
What experiences are crushing me? In what ways can I see that the Lord is still near?
Lord God, may I feel Your presence even in the staggering difficulties I encounter. May I trust that Your purpose is to save even within the crushing experiences of life. In Jesus’ name I pray, Amen.